Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock

Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock - Matthew Quick Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock is heartbreaking from the start. The writing is angsty and, at times, downright depressing. Leonard is initially a difficult character to empathize with, though your heart will certainly break for him as he hands out gifts his four gifts and reveals bit by bit what led to this decision.

The story is slow to build, showing us just how intelligent Leonard is - and how different from his peers. He has an immense feeling of loneliness and is desperate to see that the future holds happiness and something truly good. This desperation is perpetuated by the unhappiness of the adults in his life: his absentee father with drug and alcohol problems, his mother who prefers working to spending time with her child, and the adults that he sees on the train who are headed to work and dislike their jobs.

Through the relationships that Leonard does have - his favourite teacher, his Humphrey Bogart-obsessed neighbour, a violinist at his school, and the pastor's daughter that he met at the train station - we're shown a different side of him. One that might just have a reason to keep on living. I particularly loved his relationship with Herr Silverman, as he's the kind of teacher that every teen should have.

This story is interspersed with letters from the future that Leonard had written to himself. While this shift in perspective threw me off at first, I quickly grew to love the idea - and the feeling of hope that it brought.

Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock is a powerful and important book that everyone should read. I have a feeling that it will stay with me for quite a while.

This review can also be found at The In-Between Place. I received an advanced copy of this book from Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.